There is a recent update at the end of this post! xo
I got stung by a scorpion. Last week ╱ on the full moon in SCORPIO I got stung by a scorpion. Can someone please tell me the what are the chances!? Luckily, the scorpions here (I found out AFTER getting stung) are not dangerous, but extremely painful. My entire side body went numb & felt like it was on fire.
╱ All week I’ve been sitting with what this could mean & what was going on energetically. The night it happened, it was late, the full moon had made her full illumination, my moon rituals were wrapping up & I was laying quiet in bed thinking about some of the deep emotions I had just shared w my love, Charlie. the feeling of guilt started to creep in, I found myself annoyed at my own vulnerability, wondering why I shared the depth of what I did.
⎯ Just as my subconscious was beating me up & I was frustrated at the openness of my heart, a scorpion stung me on my right arm. after about a week of processing this moment, I’ve landed with some insight.
╱ Scorpions, represent death & rebirth. Letting GO of the old & making space for the new. The full moon in Scorpio (ALL the details in my previous post) was a major nudge in FEELINGS. in digging deep deep down, uncovering & exposing the unseen. Challenging our ability to swim with the tidal waves & embrace it all.
╱ In my moment of resistance to these feelings, I got stung. A wakeup call in a way. FEEL or it will be painful. If you read my astrology posts you know that I always say, those who are willing to lean into the energy, feel, learn, listen, love & be reborn experience less pain. Resistance causes pain & where we resist the most is the exact place in which we need to lean in & give compassion to.
⎯ Anyway, that’s my scorpion sting story. Maybe it was all just a coincidence (although, let’s be real, this was NOT), maybe now I am part scorpion. who knows. but I do think there is something empowering about listening to the universe. sting or no sting, listen closely 🦂
UPDATE: The night I got stung, everything felt different. Aside from the shock I was experiencing, my world, lens, DNA literally felt different. I have honestly found it really challenging to find the words to explain this feeling – the closest thing I can say is that it felt as though the CELLS in my body were changing. As if their light codes were remembering, as if I almost was not a human anymore?? The euphoric feeling that I had after the sting have stuck with me. Since then, I have been able to open to spirit on unparalleled levels. My channel feels cracked open beyond, & the light being messages & downloads have become so much more clear. I have never done any psychedelics but from what I have heard from others, this experience feels comparable to that. I share this experience with you because I feel like it offers a bit of an insight into what it can feel like to be completely cracked open to spirit & the universe. It can feel HEAVY. It can feel like a LOT to move through cellular upgrades – the deeper you go & the more you TRUST, the more you are faced with. It is this process of facing, & refacing the depths of your own soul that continues this cracking open process. If you are moving through anything like this, I would like to remind you to lean into the feeling of trust deeper than you thought possible. Allow the universe to hold you, trust its divine guidance – you will never be lead the wrong way. Resisting to meeting yourself & the universe at its depths causes immense pain. Open up, crack open that heart portal & allow yourself to transform. xo
